Ngayong Nanay Na Ako

This morning, I enjoyed taking Sam's video while dancing and (attemping) to jump to Barney songs. It was so much fun seeing him and Sophie enjoy their new Barney video which I bought last night. 

Then on my way to work, it just dawned on me, grabe after 3 years of parenthood and 2 kids ang dami na ring nagbago sa buhay ko. This inspired me to make a Ngayong Nanay na Ako list:

1. ngayong nanay na ako, malakas na akong magkape. it all started after I went back to work from my 1st maternity leave. Hindi kinakaya ng powers ko to stay awake in the office dahil puyat ako the night before. Sa totoo lang kung hindi ako magkakape makaktulog talaga ako habang nag-cocomputer. Although when I breastfed, I limit my coffee intake to 1 cup per day;

2. i have chronic back pain - from abruptly rising from bed sa gabi to get to Sophie or Sam's crib, the doctor said. Hindi na sila natutulog sa crib ngayon pero may back pain pa rin ako. Siguro sa kabubuhat naman ng mga batang iyon. I've been to reflexolgists and PTs and they helped me for some time but the pain is still there so I decided to just live with it. Anyway, it's not as bad as before; 

3. memorize ko almost all Barney songs. Never in my entire single life did I imagine that I will have any encounter with that big purple dinosaur pero ngayon I'm thankful for Barney for teaching Sophie proper brushing of the teeth, hand washing and sharing. Sam's next :) ; 

4. kung ang mga friends ko join online promos to get a free spa, free boutique gcs, free vacation, ako i join promos to get free tickets to Meet and Greet Elmo or Dora or Barney (kaya superhappy ako for the Bliss Yoga GC). Ngayon, hindi na rin rock concerts ang pinupunta namin sa Araneta Coliseum kundi Disney on Ice concert na. Imagine the number of children's parties we've been too... ; 

5. I shop 'til I drop... for my babies' needs - I most often go shopping for Sophie or Sam's clothes. Kahit na ang original intention ko sa pagpunta sa mall ay bumili ng something for me, I end up going home with nothing for me and something for the kids. So far lahat ng bago ko ay either regalo or padala na lang (which is good for me pa rin);

6. sobra akong emotional at iyakin. Just last Monday night I cried while watching Ambulansyang Paa ng iWitness, nakakaawa kasi yung mga babies na hindi mabigyan ng immediate medical assistance dahil nasa bundok sila. Imagine that, samantalang when I was single ang tawag sa akin sa office 'cold fish' or 'bato' kasi ako ang pinaka-deadmang tao sa opisina; 

7. okay na akin ang 5-6 hours sleep. nasanay na lang din siguro kasi mahigit 3 taong na kong kulang sa tulog. my OB shared nga that her MIL last took an 8-hour sleep before she gave birth to her 1st child and she has 12 children! buti na lang naging magaling na doktor ang isa niyang anak niya. 

Ngayon nanay na ako ang daming nagbago sa buhay ko, total turn around. Kaya nga ang sabi ko sa mga staff ko na single pa at nagpaplano magpakasal, kung mag-decide sila magpakasal dapat handa sila to give up all the luxuries of single life. dapat ready sila to be selfless and for the sacrifices they have to make for the children and the family. If there is one tinge of doubt, don't,because it's going to be more difficult. 

Motherhood is the most humbling yet fulfilling experience. It's a lifetime profession.

Ngayon nanay na ako, I'm happy because I have the inspiration to make all the right decisions in life. May direction na ang buhay at may focus sa goals and dreams. Now that I'm a mom, I wake up each morning with a smile on my face (may back pain o wala, puyat o hindi) because my children give me all the reason to smile and be thankful for the blessings :)

I won! I won!

Congratulations to Week 3's winners of Bliss Yoga GCs! - Promos | SmartParenting.com.ph

Yehey! I won a Bliss Yoga GC from smartparenting.com. Simply joined an online promo in which you have to answer the question of the week. Among the entries, 4 of us got the prize. Thanks Smart Parenting! :)

It's really exciting to win something like this especially since medyo malas na ako sa raffle and promos the past year. Nice to experience being happy like a child who just got her Christmas gift.

Sex and the City 2 is almost here!

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I'm so excited to see Carrie and Aiden together again! It's exciting also to see them in a different location, Abu Dhabi! (although movie was shot really in Morroco).
Can't wait for June 2!

Going Organic,etc.

Last night, I bought Sophie shampoo from the organic stall in Trinoma. Can't remember really the name of the stall but they carry All Organics, Giga, Human Nature, Milea and other organic products. This shampoo I particularly like since it smells sweet (I chose banana scent) compared to other brands or scents which smell, well, organic (translation: amoy dahong tuyo or latik or ewan). If it's soap or other products okay lang if it smells like ginger or coconut oil but if its something like shampoo which lingers in your hair, sana naman medyo acceptable ang amoy :) Also, if it smells weird, Sophie may not use it. Kikay pa naman yun...
You won't imagine how arte my daughter is, wonder who she got it from? Hhmm... Imagine for the past month, all she wanted for pasalubong are makeup sets. 'Yung madami, Mommy ha' or 'Yung lipstick ko Mommy tsaka yung lalagyan ko ng makeup', she'd shout out from the garage as I walk on. It's not enough that she has 3 shoulder bags (mind you, their not bags designed for toddlers but for adults), kailangan talaga may make up bag pa.
Just last Saturday we went to SM North Edsa to buy her new pair of shoes because she has been complaining of broken shoes (her sandals got worn out from too much use). When we reached the children's shoes section, I asked her what shoes she wants and she replied, 'yung kagaya sa 'yo, Mommy' and I assure you she meant the high heeled shoes. Good thing we saw this Fisher Price Sesame edition pink sandals, the kind that light up when you step on them or squeeze them. It's already a top choice for her, it lights up and it's pink so she forgot about the high heels.